For the last five or six years I've been fighting this weird sense of wanting. I don't know what exactly it is that I want, though. It's insanely frustrating, to constantly feel unsatisfied and not have a clue what might satisfy.

I have two dogs, a house, a job, but I still want more. I thought it might be a boyfriend that I wanted, but I can't seem ( Read more... )

So I've been thinking about losing weight. I've yo-yo dieted with the best of them, and I know the only really good way to do it is to eat better and exercise. Problem is, I have arthritis. So the more weight I gain, the more pain I'm in and the more it hurts to exercise. So I keep gaining. I need something that will help me lose the bulk of the ( Read more... )

So it's 12:31 in the morning and I'm having a major cranky. I can't sleep, can't think, can't figure out what the hell to do with my f-ed up life. I thought everything was going great! I was finally back where I wanted to be, making big plans to renovate my house and decorating rooms when, BAM! Fired.

Hello, square one, how I've missed you. Except ( Read more... )